so close

2008-07-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

new blog. http://silly-hearts.blogspot.com :D

2008-04-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

whatever i thought it was, wasn't what i thought it was. what a confusing sentence. just like how i feel right now. confused.

<3

2008-04-03T19:14:00.004+08:00

GAME OVER, BOY. :) you and your lies got back to you in the end. never would you have guessed that i was your girlfriend's best friend, eh? :D who would've guessed that you'll flirt with other girls behind your girlfriend's back. but whatever, it's your problem anyway. and i believe in karma. :)

2008-03-28T01:27:00.003+08:00

you never told me how you feel.

i really don't know what you're thinking. =/

and i felt really happy yesterday night :) :) :)

2008-03-24T17:12:00.002+08:00

got my 2nd term examination results today. :D kinda happy with it. lol. nothing much happened in school. except for how ashley is talking about him during break and lunch. :x no, i will not tell you who he is. :x

Yesterday
nothing much happened too. something emo happened. but i'm not gonna post about that. anyway, went to mid valley in the morning just to buy books, and then went back. :x how fun is that?

the day before yesterday
went to the dentist's to get my braces tightened. it's pink now! :) and then went to the hospital to visit my grandfather. he looks healthy. :D

two days before yesterday
went to mid valley with jiayin. SALES, BABY, SALES! 40% off for selected Guess handbags. :D but i bought nothing from there. i only brought rm250 out. so, basically it wasn't enough. managed to get a Guess purse though. :) it's metallic baby blue and i lovey it so much. we walked from mid valley to the gardens. and from gardens to mid valley again. and back and forth. why? ask jiayin lah. :x first, we wanted to watch a movie at gardens, so we went there, checked, no movies, walk back to mid valley to check on movies, no suitable movies either, and suddenly forgot the list of movies in gardens, went back to gardens again. thats reason #1. reason #2 is : the Guess purse jy wanted to buy was out of stock in mid valley. they only had the display one left. so went to gardens to check. nothing either. then went to isetan to check, nothing. then went back to mid valley. jy changed her mind : she wanted another purse. which was out of stock, too. only display left. went back to gardens and isetan to check, no stock, went back to mid valley and bought it.
oh, while we were heading to Guess, we saw several cempakans. :D anyway. we practically wasted time crossing the road between mid valley and the gardens. yay us :D jy bought a cool tee for her bf. how sweet of her :) it says "Let's Make Love". it speaks for itself. jy is despo afterall. :x HAH.

3 days before yesterday (thursday)
went to shedsession. at PJ. we were so lost, seriously. anyway, ash, jy and i went to see derrick, arthur, boom, hanrick, julian, and blahblahblah to see them drum. everyone rocked. :) hanrick was being the usual bitch. but whatever. that's hanrick. the only time when you don't see hanrick being a bitch is when he's desperate for help. so we reached there at around 3pm. suddenly got hungry, decided to fetch a taxi. stood outside waiting for 15 minutes and couldn't tahan. so went back in. and guess what. we saw a taxi driving by. =_= after a few rounds of the same routine, we gave up and decided to walk up the road. jy being her normal self does not know how to cross a road and almost got killed by a car. :x while running back into the safer lane, "OH BABA" she said. you might not find it funny, but that's only because you weren't there :x any volunteers wanna teach this cute little girl how to cross a road? contact her. i'll give you her number.
anyway. we saw a taxi, waved frantically and got in :D we headed to mid valley and, with little cash, went to the gardens to eat. at some rich ass japanese restaurant. imagine : broke students in some posh japanese restaurant. anyway, the food was nice. :)
bought McD's for derrick and arthur. both of them ate 2 spicy chicken mcdeluxe -_- powerful. and went back in time to see derrick perform. it was a great night actually. more to talk about, but lazy to type. :D so i'll just end here.

2008-03-21T02:00:00.000+08:00

the power of love indeed is amazing.

i witnessed it.

2008-03-12T22:02:00.001+08:00

you had me surprised. :)

the things you said today, the things you did, did you really mean them?

or was it just for fun?

you had me confused. :(

2008-03-10T21:47:00.004+08:00

OH. happy birthday to my dear brother. you're one year older now. so grow up and stop being such a bitch. :D happy 13th birthday. and don't complain that i haven't done anything for you. cuz i went with you to friggin KFC. and risk getting fatter. wherever can you get a sister like me? :D

you and your affection disgust me. really.

don't come running to me asking me why i posted this.

i just feel like it because you disgust me so so so much. D:

furthermore, it's my friggin blog. so don't fucking comment on what i have to blog. :D

3 days more.

2008-03-08T22:23:00.004+08:00

no matter how many times you tell me this :

"it's not gonna work"

or this

"move on, and stop looking back"

or this

"we're almost impossible"

i'm still stubborn enough. not to stop myself.

the more i talk to you, the more obsessed i get.

the more i listen to your voice, the more i miss it.

the more i think of you, the more pain i feel.

the more i try getting close to you, the more we drift apart.

the more i love you, the more disappointment i get.

i've noticed, these days my posts are all emo. god. ._. i need to stop. this is getting out of control.

maybe for once, i just needed someone. anyone.

2008-03-08T10:36:00.003+08:00

and the problem is

i might still have feelings for you.

but it doesn't matter.

cuz it's all about her.

all of a sudden, i feel like the third wheel.

but maybe it's just my imagination. maybe i'm not even in the picture.

yeah, maybe that's how it is.

i just can't explain this feeling.

wow.

2008-02-26T17:08:00.004+08:00

so. we met up with andy and cm at genting last sunday. andy had purple hair ! lala :x mmm. at first i was a bit shy lah. but just when i was okay with everything, we had to leave. ish :( see, that's why i wished we stayed over at genting. sigh. i still can't believe it happened. it was just like a dream. and now that i'm awake, i barely remember how he looked like ._. yeah. i remembered what happened, but not the face >_> it's weird, i know. we took neoprints, some pics, and that's it. sorta disappointed tho :( didn't get to say a proper goodbye to them. ishh =/

and the friday before was the cempaka voices in concert. omg we saw this super hot guy. he's some primary teacher's son. and he's SO hot ! and saw benji and the rest in formal suit wei. so bergaya :) haha.

in a nutshell, everything went well. i guess. except the fact that my grandpa was admitted to the hospital on sunday. and except the fact that -i dunno why- i miss meeting them. but it was all good fun :) pics to be uploaded soon. tomorrow soon. :)

so surreal.

lol

2008-02-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

i went shopping. AGAIN. this will be the last, i swear. cuz i've finally found the damned shoes. hallelujah. :D yeah soooo. my brother's friend hogged onto my computer for the whole freakin day. while i, pathetically, stuck onto my mother's laptop. i hate it when he's here .___. anyway. i just visited my aunt's house. saw my cousins with their children in their arms. awww. seems that my brother and i are the only ones left - without children, that is. and my nephew, whois 4 years old this year, is so cute ! he even kissed me goodbye before he left. :3 how i wish i was 12 years younger. maybe i could ask him to be my boyfriend <3

you're doing it again. why can't you just stick to one thought. stop thinking so much, for heaven's sake.

dying!

2008-02-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

okay. so, i did shopping today. again. i never thought i'd say this but, I'M SICK OF SHOPPING. my legs kept complaining about how much i've walked and yet bought nothing at all. i'm sorry, legs. ): i just couldn't find the perfect shoes for you.

and the poor victim who walked from mall to mall with me is.. my supersupersuperduper aunt Jes ! :D thank you for going shopping with me ! -although i know that you'll never visit my blog- still, thank you very very much ! <3

i think the shoe hunting today has got me going hyped and crazy. maybe thats why i'm blogging right now. hah.

so, i've noticed that many people has got long long long posts about people they love/ people they are waiting for/ people they want/ people they've lost. i've attempted writing posts like that but failed miserably. i just couldn't spend one whole post writing about the guy. i just don't know how ._. don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to discriminate or trying to insult, but much rather.. hm, trying to understand The Art of LoveyDovey Posts. these posts are just so.. descriptive. so captive, but yet contradicting. this is a work of art ! seriously. i've tried. i've failed. remember the posts about him? and him? and him? yeah. didn't work right? right. i'm just blabbering. dont mind me. if all these crap didnt make sense, well of course it doesn't make sense cuz afterall, they're crap. HAH. :D

someone please stop me before i continue humiliating myself in my own blog.

shoes shoes shoes shoes shoes. makes mel go crazy.

2008-02-03T11:32:00.001+08:00

went shopping for the whole damned day yesterday :o damn freakin tired. almost died when i reached home ._. went to mid valley and the gardens. couldn't find the shoes i want ! ): we walked and walked and walked. no shoes. bahh ): as dead as i had mentioned, i couldn't sleep when i went to bed. thoughts ran through my mind.

boohoo.

2008-01-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

currently i have nothing to do. spent the whole day in class, camwhoring. with phil. took over 180+ photos using her macbook. during economics class :) hoho. what a great way to spend time. oh.
i left my pencil box.
in the science lab.
i just remembered.
shit.
but whatever. this means i get new pencil box with new stuff. woot
ohh. and we had mcdonald's for lunch today. thanks jon ! :D

currently listening to mr vampire singing. ;x hoho. he said his window cracked. he is such a liar. :x

toodles.

hoho ;x

2008-01-06T18:19:00.000+08:00

peopleee! :D to those who read my previous post which i've just deleted, pretend you didn't see anything. to those who didn't read it, i'm glad you didn't. :) i didn't know what was up with me that night. getting all emo over some guy i knew for like, two days? lol. wayne, just forget i told you that i was starting to like you. it never happened. after you read this, whatever i told you will go *poof* :O since i've nothing better to do. i'll put up pics! ;D

the sky. :)

phones ! :o

and more phones! :O

i was drooling over them :x

and so was my aunt? :s

swatch! ;o

and. UNIVERSAL STUDIO! :x
v
v

house of bling. ;o

pink cafe ;o

more of pink. :x

and more.

and more. ;x

i see a big fat shark o.o

yes. mine :o hoho.

SO CUTE !

golddd o__o

my castle ! :x

hearty meal. :)

sashimi!

would you like to try that roller coaster someday? :o

okay. i'm too tired. wanna see other pics, come to my house. :X

lol, what was i thinking.

<3

2007-12-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

yay. japan was fun :) lucky enough it snowed the day i went to mt. fuji o.o although we didn't get to go up to mt. fuji cuz it snowed, still i wasn't even disappointed. it friggin snowed. :x mmm. pics will be up soon, hopefully :)

started playing this game called highstreet5 2 days ago. it was fun :D more realistic than audition at least. and surely they have more songs than audition >_>

if i took your words seriously, what will happen? :s

so long and goodbye :(

2007-12-19T01:47:00.000+08:00

HEY PPL. :) and so. i'm still awake, lol. i went shopping today ! uh. yesterday. lol whatever =x i went shopping and i bought jeans and socks and gloves and STARBUCKS HOT CHOCOLATE <3 ! woot. i love it sososososo much. :D and currently i'm feeling.. very hungry ._. yeah. msn also sian, only have like. 3 windows -_- pathetic. nobody bothers talking to me :( it was a bit messed up today =_= had to rush from jusco to mid valley. then from mid valley to some ulu place. then from ulu place and back to my house. all in 5 hours. :O power right? :D ummm. so i'll be going to japan tomorrow night. MISS ME PEOPLE. I KNOW YOU WILL :D you'd better. okay lah. maybe don't miss me that much. don't wanna be sneezing the whole damn journey =x I'LL TAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF PICS :D ! and if the stuff there are cheap i might buy souvenirs :D don't be surprised if i dont :D cuz stuff there are friggin expensive :D the most you'll get is sweets :D rawr :D I WONT BE HERE TILL CHRISTMAS. YOU GUYS HAVE FUN. COUNTDOWN WITHOUT ME =(

*AHEM* some ppl came calling me emo. when that person HIMSELF is emo-ER than me. HMMMM I WONDER WHOOO =O

and lets pray that there'll be someone hot in the tour group ._. and i shall end here. *poof* :D

bah. :(

2007-12-17T10:13:00.000+08:00

it's been super long since i've blogged. :) *welcomes me back* so.. holidays have started. and i'm happy (?) :O idk if i'm happy or not. many many many many stuff came up. :( lets start off from the day ashley and i had to perform. let me tell you, i'm sick of Last Christmas. we sang and sang and sang for the whole friggin week like nobody's business. and finally. it's showtime :) it went pretty well i guess. special thanks to the 3 guys who played the instruments for us :) yup. generally okay.

having to fall for somebody who already has a gf, aches as much as having somebody liking your bf. i guess. lol. BAH. im seriously confused. ._. i miss him but i like him. ishhh. confused confused confused. but what's the point -_- all for nothing.

okaaaay. let's not get emo. :D yeah so. i watched Enchanted. and it is. SO HEART WARMING :) i went "awww.." in the last bit. :x literally. and that song, So Close, is so meaningful ;( and i love it. :X

so there hasn't been much going on as you can see. 30% of heartbreak, 20% of fun, 50% of boredom and you'll get my life. :) ta.